crescent moon in the eastern sky at sunrise

Also, just off the shoreline out by Marine St. beach is the line of boats. They started there about a week ago and are fishing for something but I don't know what (found out - LOBSTER). Kind of eerie late at night because they are out there with their lights on doing something. Warm finally on the ride in this morning. Dropped down the Torrey Grade into a "gnat explosion". I suspect the warmth woke 'em all up and I was peppered with them (still am a little).

lower yosemite falls last winter

bryce canyon video

my grand canyon video

so let's ride our bikes from Mission Bay to Crystal Pier

wind an sea sunset surfing

One of those sublime evenings while I was riding my bike home ....

imperial beach

Here's another video I did of the Mexiacn border and the beach town of Imperial Beach. Also some interesting stuff around the Tijuana estuary. J

coronado island tour

Click on the opening screen at left for a Yahoo Go! early release tour of Coronado Island J

lost my posts

In switching back to Blogger. I took too long and Yahoo is holding my prior site hostage. Screw'em. For the money it ain't worth it - but I just procrastinated myself out of a year's with of blog entries. I will try to put up some of the videos now - the ones I remember anyway.

efficient transportation

Not difficult to see which is the most efficient.

why the remarkable stupidity

A terrifying piece in the NYT this morning about what is going on in Afghanistan and what our government is doing to our boys and the Afghan people in the countryside. Pure destruction. Read the article - the Tao says that weapons are instruments of fear and the story this morning confirms it. Send the idiot Bush and his ilk to the Korengal Valley ~ he might last 5 minutes.

adventure cycling people

On our lunch ride the other day we met Tammy and Chuck, Adventure cycling good people. A little rain, but it looked like a lot of fun...

something new every day

I am going to try to import 2+ year's of WordPress blog back into Blogger.... We'll see.

ANyway, unrelated. I commute in to work on my bike whenever I can and this moring I saw something (which I did not take a picture of) that I have never seen before and hope I will never see again.

On the side of the road on the shoulder - a flesh-tone dildo .... I guess somebody threw it out the window of their car??

just think this one's funny

musings on my commute

With my new job my bicycle commute has gone from 16 to 30 miles, round trip, and now includes some serious elevation. The new route is traffic-nuts, but also sublime, taking me right through Torrey Pines park, beaches and estuary. To my point; things one experiences on a bike vs a car. Riding home the other night (with my Light & Motion headlamp beaming) I had a bat come zooming in from my right and miss my head by just a couple inches - got my attention. The night was cold (for here) near the water and I made my way down to the coast highway. Then, not a couple miles further as I began to climb the Torrey Pines grade the temperature changed suddenly, becoming for some reason quite warm. Immediately my glasses and rear-view mirror fogged-up and I rode blind for a few meters, chuckling to myself at the experience. Insulated in a car, I would never have experienced any of it. Just the little things.

ahem, just coincidence, I guess

we must get out now, no more excuses

These boys lost their father in the bombing of a popular pet market in Iraq yesterday. I don't imagine they will think kindly of the criminally misguided efforts of the Bush Administration to occupy their country to control undeveloped oil markets in the name of democracy. Yesterday's blast was particularly heart wrenching because its reporting contained so many classic elements and human miseries of this debacle. "Many children were killed in the Bird Market" ~ Probably trying to find a small window of beauty to forget the horrors of daily life which for 65 people (many children) is over now. Condi condemns, "The absolute brutality and bankruptcy" of the terrorists ~ Look in the mirror Ms. Rice. An earlier article I read this morning talked about the success of rooting out insurgent strongholds (ALL of which are Al Qaeda, NEVER anyone else?). One example was given where to begin the "rooting" 40,000 pounds of bombs were dropped in the "insurgent stronghold" in 10 minutes. Precision attack, no doubt. Women suicide bombers carried out the attack. The Iraqi police claim they were "mentally impaired". Apparently after inspecting their severed heads this was obvious. A shopkeeper who survived the blast describes one of the women as quite normal, with the chilling twist that she had been shepherding a small boy in a completely normal manner, adding, "the child had vanished and I can't forget the innocent look in his eyes" "Later, someone covered the bomber's head with an empty cardboard box of Wonder potato chips" "Its chaos" A critical observer can draw the correct conclusions despite the propaganda: Violence is "down" because the media is less able to report all but the most horrific acts, the Shia militia stopped its overt attacks, we have befriended Sunnis who will be our buddies while it serves their short-term interests and the collapsing economy at home has diverted people's attention. The sins of this Administration's idiotic forays will fall hard on all of us for generations. As my paycheck goes a shorter distance and my tax dollars go to waste and greed, I could not be more disgusted with my political leaders. Send them and their children to watch the beautiful birds and tropical fish in the Baghdad pet market.

get those bikes out of the warehouse!

Torelli and Raleigh (AKA Vaca & Negro) in a corner of the warehouse ready for spur-of-the-moment blasts up the Torrey Pines grade. On my commute the other night (thank you, light & motion - ungodly good bicycle lights) from the “protected” slough (which the Coaster train runs right through, so you can’t hike in to observe the birds, but you can blast through on rails blaring and rumbling along at 90 MPH?) I heard a cacophony of frogs from near the water. I had not heard frogs like that for a long time and, apart from the fact that they are out at the coldest time of the year around here???, I think this means the water in the marsh is of good quality. When things are polluted, frogs seem to be the first to go (which I have assumed is why I never hear or see them any longer).

saw it coming .......

This “big surprise” meltdown of the mortgage securities market was obvious to me. I’m sitting on the deck of my rented house warm in barefeet, happy I am without debt of any kind. The troika of credit score agencies, financial industry lobbyists and Manhattan financial hubris dickwads can kiss my ass. I’ll ride my bikes, loll in the surf, play with my digital video, follow my friend Michel’s wonderful French philosophy of life, keep reading interesting things and fall further into the life of the Epicure.

every once and awhile .....

Interesting, but common phrase. Things have been busy and it is difficult to believe that I haven’t written for well over a month. Here’s a shot off the deck yesterday at sunset. In the two-and-a-half years I have lived here, this may have been the most beautiful sunset I have seen. Fog over the water, clouds swirling and, invisible in the photo; huge waves braking underneath. The Maverick’s surf contest was today — biggest in two years. Will try to get some Wind-an-Sea video later today.

why not in the right context?

I’ve been thinking a bit about drug use in the US and how all drugs seem to get lumped together. In particular opiates with hallucinogens. I no longer use any drugs, including alcohol, but there was a time when that was not the case. I have pretty much experimented with everything with the exception of heroin. My notion is how beneficial drugs like psilocybin and LSD can be in certain situations. Environments should be controlled and kept as familiar/safe as possible. I always preferred being out in the forest in the mountains (although I have tripped out at wild Halloween parties - not recommended). I guess I think it would be a good thing if everyone, at one time or another had such an experience. I learned a lot about myself and, when I was active with it, took LSD maybe once a year to clear things away. I remember thinking that it was a way of unscrambling my brain and putting the pieces back together in a slightly different, more satisfying way. Unfortunately, most such drugs are used for recreation or as a means of escape; this is absolutely true of the opiates. Anyway, nothing will come of this but it was just something I was thinking about.

Tour de France

It's anyone's game - I am really enjoying the Tour this year. Without Lance it could be anybody.. ahh, but it won't be Bernard Hinault or Greg LeMond; I just liked this picture :-)

test

will this make it?

Mexican Elections

I am really heartened by the goings-on in Latin America. The recent Mexican elections are a good example - populism is alive and being respected, regardless of who the ultimate winner is. Venezuela, Bolivia, Chile - all moving moderate, or leftist, but all I think from a core of "the people". Poor and lower-class people pushing/pulling their governments away from the exogenous military/industrial/congessional complex. I can't help but wonder if the popular movements in Latin America are benefiting from our misguided sinkholes in Iraq and Afghanistan. With our military muscle being exhausted on other continents, the US maybe doesn't have the horsepower to prop up the reactionary military juntas any longer.

Immigration Debate

Who gives a shit other than politicians? Building a wall in the name of national security? How goddamned stupid do these politicians take us for? No illegal immigrant is hurting me or my family - Should I turn my back on someone who has the initiative to improve his or her life? It is not one whit about "National Security" -- it has everything to do with maintaining power. I'm with Neil Young, "Looking for a Leader" and with every breath I take I am more convinced it isn't going to emerge from this wellspring of "plurality" - Democrats vs. Republicans. My forebears didn't have to wind their way through bullshit bureaucracy in order to become citizens, yes, its true that some social services are strained in trying to deal in particular with the Mexican influx in particular, but the positive economic affect of these immigrants must dwarf the negative cost.

The "Slack Water" Mountain Range of the Pacific Northwest

I love the Pacific Northwest and, although born and residing now in California, I really feel like Oregon is my home. I was cruising through Wikipedia a few days ago looking at pictures of the mountains familiar to me (the Sisters are above) when I came across a reference to how the Cascade Range got its name. Apparently, a doctor on Vancouver's ship noted the proximity of the rushing cascades of the Columbia River to St. Helens, Hood and Adams and began to call them the "Cascades". The name stuck. Now to the irony. Today the cascades of the Columbia are nothing more than slack water behind the Bonneville Dam. I guess the only thing to do is rename the range ......

Vahik's Cafe

It is not really a cafe and I don't have any pictures. Vahik has a coffee stand in the parking lot on the corner of Nautilus and La Jolla Blvd. It is shaped like a Volkswagen bug chopped off at the top and it has 38 coffee beans painted on it. I know this because my son once counted them all in exchange for Vahik giving him a biscotti. I talk to Vahik everyday on my way into work and there are always a gaggle of neighborhood characters there. Anyway, several days ago Vahik was sporting a new hat. It was a camouflage baseball hat with a Wind'n Sea sort of logo on a shield in the front of it. This hat represents some kind of fraternity of beach rats from the area a group of which (Vahik among them) had also gone to France for a foosball tourney and had a wonderful time getting their asses kicked. Even amongst this group these hats are apparently valuable because Vahik was only allowed to have one when he agreed to post a large picture of the original owner's parents; this was a black-and-white from what looked like the late '40s or early '50s. I found the story kind of funny (you really have to see the picture) and showed up the next day with a small black-and-white of my parents holding me in probably 1955, with some unknown women standing next to us. Vahik thought that was funny and so started a "gallery" on his volkswagen coffee stand. Today, while I was at the volkswagen recovering from riding to Swamis (see below), some other customers were looking at the pictures and wondered where the "extra hands" on the original picture. Somehow there was another person hiding in the picture or some speculation that perhaps a mannequin was somehow involved. This discovery immediately cheapened my picture -- there were no curious appendages or inexplicable digits anywhere. Vahik wondered if I might have something that would work. As it sits now, my little picture is still there .. but far outclassed - I will have to find something.

Swamis

I rode out this morning up the coast to North County. I am learning this area but I know I passed through Del Mar, Solana Beach and Cardiff by the Sea. My goal was to get to the "Self Realization Center", or what people hear tell me is called Swamis. There is supposed to be a great surf break just off of where this place is but I didn't go down to check it out. I thought I was spoiled riding in the Bay Area Peninsula with the multiplicity of good rides, but this is better. The route along the coast is the perfect mix of rolling elevation and the surf views and bike lanes are great.Maybe somewhere in Europe might be better but I don'tknow where it would be. Even the south of France between Cannes and Nice probably isn't so good (I have just driven it in a car). Southern Spain or Portugal, I can imagine .. or maybe Australia ???

Apple

A little over a year ago I left the Windows world and bought a Powerbook. I got the same machine for my wife and for my daughter a mac mini. This was before the intel world and so, in order to run quickbooks seamlessly I also got a little VAIO notebook (I have been using SONY laptops for the past 5 years or so after using Thinkpads forever). We also got the assortment of iPods. I should say here that I was a lucky dog when Marco sold Verdisoft to Yahoo and I was able to do this - its kind of a once in every ten years kind of thing. Anyway, my point is that now everybody in the house is doing something creative on their machines. Making movies, watching movies, playing songs, shooting video and editing -- you name it. Microsoft can't come close and I don't think ever will be able to (even with more money than God). And I spend a lot of time cussing out the little VAIO because of the clunky WIndows environment. Vista? How many gigs is it? Can't wait for it to be released and start blowing up machines.....

YouTube video - easier than Ourmedia?

This is a test to see if YouTube is easier than Ourmedia ..... Yes, it is a lot easier, but you get all of the YouTube interface and advertising and stuff. Still, it is so fast that I think I prefer it to OurMedia. Click on the picture to run the video of Pacific beach at the foot of Chalcedony Street. J

The army's payroll system

Today in the NYT is an article about the antiquated armed forces payroll system. In particular it mentions that there have been material overpayments to certain soldiers' families; those who have been wounded or killed in action. If the soldier lost his or her life, the army is forgiving any erroneous overpayment. If only wounded, the military is sending debt collectors to collect for their own errors.

So you go to Iraq, get your foot blown off, come home to a job given to someone else, your wife leaves with the kids and you have the government chasing you becaused they mistakenly paid you money that you desperately need.

We bought into it

An appropriate quote from Voltaire: "Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities." So, I guess Bagdhad is just suffering from the early throes of democracy, not unbelievable Islamic sectarian violence driven by what we have done. George says we've only killed 30,000; its probably closer to 130,000. I don't figure they're happy we dropped-in. What can we do ...............

Sports that make sense

In my years on the planet there are certain sports I love to do and others that make squat-sense to me. The reasons are consistent. - I like solitary aerobic sports where you don't have to schedule places or other people. - I like sports that once you have your basic equipment, you have what you need. You don't have to buy new stuff, once you've got what you need then, except for maintenance and supplies, you're done. - Also, sports that require that you pay money each time seem stupid - downhill skiing and golf come to mind (although I do have a semi-life rule that says when I can no longer physically do anything else, I will play golf). - So, my favorites are: ROAD BIKING BODY SURFING CROSS-COUNTRY SKIING RUNNING I may find some more but these keep me going right now.

This is a good one - George W trying to speak the language he demands Immigrants' speak

This is from Mr. Bush's February 4, 2005 explanation of how he will "save" our Social Security system. Take notes, class, there will be a test: Ladies and Gentlemen, The President of the United States: "Because the -- all which is on the table begins to address the big cost drivers. For example, how benefits are calculate, for example, is on the table; whether or not benefits rise based upon wage increases or price increases. There's a series of parts of the formula that are being considered. And when you couple that, those different cost drivers, affecting those -- changing those with personal accounts, the idea is to get what has been promised more likely to be -- or closer delivered to what has been promised. DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU? IT'S KIND OF MUDDLED. Look, there's a series of things that cause the -- like, for example, benefits are calculated based upon inflation, as opposed to wage increases. This is a reform that would help solve the red if that were put into effect. In other words, how fast benefits grow, how fast the promised benefits grow, if those -- that that growth is affect, it will help on the red." Got that? [Taken from Palast-05/7/06 ZNET Commentaries]

Richard Thompson

Spent the morning rolling around in the surf. There is a real connection for me there. Now listening to Richard Thompson - I had to go dig up this quote and slap it on the blog .... "Personally, being somewhat envious of Richard's songwriting and guitar playing, it's somewhat satisfying he's not yet achieved household-name status. It serves him right for being so good." David Byrne By the way... any of you five people who read this, David Byrne's blog is really good and all over the place. A couple of days ago he was talking about the simplicity of human genes and how sets of rules can determine how cells turn into whatever they decide to turn into when we (and everything else) are zygotes; to the morality/legality of using peoples' images when taken in public places. He is all over the map, but one of the most consistently interesting sites I go to. [journal.davidbyrne.com]

The Streets of San Diego

I ride a bike a lot around San Diego and the streets and pavement surfaces are, for the most part, a joke. Potholes filled with water (I assume coming from somewhere below), asphalt seams everywhere, holes appearing randomly, etc. My favorite, aside from the mammoth hole that was dug and just filled on Grand Ave. in Pacific Beach, was the entire repaving of La Jolla Blvd. in Bird Rock. The entire main drag was completely redone in front of a ritzy new housing development called SeaHaus. These are upscale condo homes with ocean views if you have a top unit blah, blah. Anyway the work was done last August and the street is already falling apart. There are potholes and the fancy crosswalks are simply crumbling away -- I have never quite seen anything like it. Now I know that this is a sandy foundation kind-of-environment but don't professional road contractors know how to deal with this? I remember nothing like this in San Francisco.

I am the ...........

The DECIDER!, no wait, er, the WAR PRESIDENT!, er wait. A man leading the most powerful country in the world with no clue.

Pay Attention

Here are some links to issues related to the political effort to restrict open web access. From what I can tell this is basically a move by the large bitpipe operators to make more money on their networks. I think the result would be to squeeze non-commercial content (commentary, opinions, individually created media, etc.) off of the web. Anyway - here are a bunch of links (Sorry, I guess I'm not smart enough to make the links live - but you can copy them to your browser): Key links: * MoveOn petition (please include prominently) - every person who signs will get future actions they can take to keep the heat on Congress: http://civic.moveon.org/save_the_internet/ * Call Congress today: http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1670 * Original MoveOn email describing the issue: http://civic.moveon.org/alerts/savetheinternet.html * How gutting Net Neutrality affects regular people (Ipod users, Google users), and proof that telecom companies abuse their power: http://www.savetheinternet.com/=threat * Our coalition MySpace profile – including a video explaining this issue (please include): http://www.myspace.com/savetheinternet * Coalition website (please include – mentioning our partners Gun Owners of America and Craig from Craigslist): www.savetheinternet.com * Coalition blog – good recent developments: http://www.savetheinternet.com/blog/ * A key committee is voting this week. Click here to see if your Representative is on this committee: http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1672 * Find out where your Member stands: http://www.savetheinternet.com/=map * Good articles on coalition kick-off: "Gun Owners, Librarians Unite Against Bells," Telephony Online, April 24, 2006 http://www.freepress.net/news/15113

Something Worth Stopping

Department of Offense

We should just rename the Department of Defense and call it what it is and what it has been. We invaded Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, Central America, Grenada, Afghanistan, Iraq and who knows where else via proxy (Indonesia, Bosnia and Palestine come to mind). But enough of that. Now the government is talking about the judicious use of a pre-emptive strike anywhere in the world (Iran comes to mind). The Department of Defense isn't "Defending" us from anyone; It is proactively decimating the parts of the world that have economic or bullshit anticommunist/leftist governments that we can propogandize as "them" and crank up the industrial machine to destroy. It is a wonder that 9/11 only happened once. This insanity has to change. We have the wherewithal (wealth) and institutions to be the shining light to the world and this (and a long line of) adminstration(s) will succeed in squandering it all. Throw them all out.

Disconnection of the Heart

If you're expecting something poetic here, forget it. Ever since the replacement of my natural-born aortic valve with a pig-one, the electrical connection between my brain and my heart is just gone. This is the strangest thing in the world. I can feel like my heart is going to blow out of my chest when I walk upstairs for a glass of water or I can blast up the coast hills on my bike 30 miles into a ride and believe I could pull the world to the moon -- go figure. When the "specialists" mess with you, that's exactly what they're doing - they don't know.

Iraq/Afganistan and Vietnam

I am reading, "Manufacturing Consent" by Herman and Chomsky and while the media coverage parallels are striking, the political/war management similarities are frightening. Iraq and Afganistan are lost and we, the American People need to accept this, force triage and replace the idiot politicians who did this to our country. I am just really becoming politically aware, perhaps it comes with age and experience, and this is really the second major war of my lifetime (Grenada and Gulf #1 don't count). In that vein, and despite the fact that W had some trouble articulating the following - "fool me once, shame on you" - "fool me twice, shame on me". I won't sit still for these assholes to continue this or do it again and I don't think I am alone.

Crashing the Gate

I read Kos' book last weekend. It was a fun read hitting a midpoint somewhere between Michael Moore and Noam Chomsky. Definitely a book written in the blogging style. The great thing is the concepts can probably be outlined in 2 pages of bullet points for a new Democratic playbook. I still remain unconvinced that either of the established political parties can get anything meaningful done. My personal (who the F*** asked me?) opinion is that real change will only be driven by a populist progressive ("netroots"?) movement. Read A NEW THIRD PARTY which can "embrace, assimilate and extend" probably the "Democratic Wing" of the Democratic party. This is nothing more than applying Bill Gate's business philosophy to politics -- except that we wouldn't start out with an operating system monopoly.

UN Human Rights Council

Today in the NYT an article about how the US is bowing out of running for inclusion in the new US Human Rights Council preferring instead to "run for a seat next year". The masterful John Bolton opines that "our leverage in terms of the new council is greater by the US not running ..". This, as opposed to the fact that we might not be elected to the Council given our appalling human rights record. Christ, we even voted (along with political heavyweights Palau and the Marshall Islands) not to establish the new council. It probably would have been better to just keep the former Human Rights Commission - perhaps HRC members Sudan and Zimbabwe could teach the US a thing or two about human rights.

The Bug with Personality

The other day, very early in the morning, a storm blew in and was really knocking stuff outside around. About 3 AM I woke up and I walked around to make sure everything seemed to be where it was supposed to be (the garbage cans had wandered out into the yard). As I went through a downstairs hallway I could see a black beetle, maybe the size of a nickel, motoring away from the front door towards me (no doubt after having the crap scared out of himself outside). I ducked into the kitchen and grabbed a paper towel to pick the bug up and take it outside. As I came back into the hallway this little guy saw me and jumped up like a little person and made this comical beeline back to the front door. I just started laughing - it was like the "keystone cops beetle" or something. I got him - and took him out the back. These things are smarter than we give them credit -- but Insecta with personality??

Close to drifting off completely .......

Marian shoots a sunset off the deck

William being a monster

From Another Time

Woke this morning to an email from an old friend who I had wondered about but never really knew where he was. Richard Bass pinged me with a recollection and it was wonderful to remember again the times we had and the people we know. Hopefully I can keep up the connection. A very good man -- too good to lose track of ......

Sick, but with a cool device

Lost weekend, having finally succumbed to whatever the kids brought home. At least I can moblog on my new TMobile MDA. Finally, the US gets a device I've had to get from europe before now. Keyboard is good, device a little slow but am getting the hang of it. It's Invade Iraq Third Anniversary Eve! I smell democracy or maybe civil war or maybe puppet regime or maybe operation "Swarmer" (who the hell thought that name up?).

Grey and Fire Silver

Watching the light blast the ocean amid swirling clouds. Like a quicksilver paintbrush moving super-fast, but still 10 miles or more away. Lazy and cold. Listening to Jerry Garcia and Merle Saunders at the Keystone. I remember going there to listen to them -- just awhile ago. Great combination.

I have figured it out

Hibernation

Moblog from bed. Will built this last night. It's kind of a ferris wheel for mice or something. Talked to Balch and reconnected with some early U of O people and memories. Coffee now..

Caffeine

I've now culled and honed down the acceptable drugs to caffeine and a small amount of chewing tobacco. Completely smitten by espresso and, no, I don't ever see giving it up. If anything I'll increase the intake. I am really finding it almost sublime to quaff a doppio with a little sugar, hop on my bike, and slice down the road. Find it intriguing that the things I end up enjoying seem to be Italian. My road bike, espresso, design and view of life. Then the quirkiness of a Ferrari spinning donuts in a cloud of exhaust at the opening of the Turin Olympics just makes me laugh.

Dr. Dorst

"Bend over and I'll say when ...."

Bicycles and Treadmills to Nowhere .....

We have a very nice work-out facility in the building where I work. Many of the machines I can't even understand but I don't use them anyway. I find it curious and a little disturbing that people seem to prefer riding a stationary bicycle or "running' on an endless rubber loop to nowhere. I just don't get it. It isn't the weather or the difficult terrain because here in Pacific Beach it is always sunny and the office is only a few hundred yards from Mission Bay. I think it must have something to do with people feeling safer (see my risk blog below) inside. The temperature is predictable... the terrain never varies .... you don't have to worry about actually looking at anyone else or interacting with the real environment and there are no forks in the road. You can go from your rubber road to your insulated car to your cookie-cutter clubs and listen to prescribed music and go home to your new condo and .................................

Risk

People have been scared into not taking risks. If you can't already tell, I ride my bike a lot. I commute every day that I can (which fortunately, is most days). This time of year I always ride home in the dark and when many people see me leave or I explain what I do each day they make some remark that they can't believe I would do such a thing and that it is right up there with drunken hang-gliding. I am careful. I ride with lights. I watch for morons (and find them all the time). I live my life.

It's Been 60 Years - His Time was Then and His Time is Now

FDR, I think was arguably our best president. Compare his "Second Bill of Rights" to what the Bush/Cheney idiots are doing now. Among the rights he articulated were: "The right to a useful and remunerative job in the industries or shops or farms or mines of the nation." "The right to earn enough to provide adequate food and clothing and recreation." "The right of every farmer to raise and sell his products at a return which will give him and his family a decent living." "The right of every businessman, large and small, to trade in an atmosphere of freedom from unfair competition and domination by monopolies at home or abroad." "The right of every family to a decent home." "The right to adequate medical care and the opportunity to achieve and enjoy good health." "The right to adequate protection from the economic fears of old age, sickness, accident and unemployment." "The right to a good education." Is this too much to ask of the most powerful nation on earth?

Democracy? Oil? It's bigger than that ....

Why we are in Iraq? There's damn good money in it. Dwight Eisenhower nailed it in his farewell to the nation in 1961: "In the councils of government, we must guard against the acquisition of unwarranted influence, whether sought or unsought, by the military-industrial complex. The potential for the disastrous rise of misplaced power exists and will persist. We must never let the weight of this combination endanger our liberties or democratic processes. We should take nothing for granted. Only an alert and knowledgeable citizenry can compel the proper meshing of the huge industrial and military machinery of defense with our peaceful methods and goals so that security and liberty may prosper together". Eisenhower had originally called it the military-industrial-CONGRESSIONAL complex (really what it was and is) so as not to offend.

So it Continues ......

Again out on the deck this morning and about 75 degrees . After this I biked down to the beach. The waves were big and lots of people and would-be surfers just watching. I think there are already a bunch of Christmas holiday people around because traffic was heavy and there were folks all over the place.

Winter Solstice

I was just standing on the deck, 11:15 at night about 70 degrees F and a light breeze from the desert. I've never seen a Winter start like this before. Little blogging as work has been busy, on the bike every day (mostly) and between college football and politics have been distracted. Happy Holidays to anyone who reads this.

Saturday on the South Coast

Woke early to get some miles on the bike. The stars were really prominent - I had to stand outside for a minute of two and take it all in. An easy ride with real heavy fog up Torrey Pines so I didn't blast down the hill as usual. If there was anything on the shoulder I would just plow into it so I figured I would take the extra time to check out the dudes at Scripps Pier. Not a huge break but lots of people out there. Befriended a curious dog who actually ate some of my Clif bar -- apparently he's an organic vegetarian - more likely non-discriminatory. The dog looked just like Cochrane's old dog ... wonder if he is still around. Last night watched a really interesting PBS NOVA on the brain's apparent inability to distinguish between (or maybe better put - perceiving as similar) actually doing something and watching someone do the same thing. Very cool and something to think about. Also am finishing up a remarkable book I have had for awhile, "Passion of the Western Mind" by Richard Tarnas. Impossible to describe in a small paragraph but it is essentially a synopsis of Western history from something like 500 BC until today. Stunning. I also was able to email Tarnas to thank him for the book and he actually responded. I love technology ............... J

I Saw and Spoke With God

Yesterday while riding home from work in the early evening I met and had a chance to speak with God. He was ahead of me on Diamond Street in Pacific Beach heading down the hill on a beat-up cruiser bike. I first saw him in front of me zig-zagging back and forth across the road the way all bicylists do when there are no cars and they don't think anyone is looking. Its an instinctual behavior that first happens when you're about 4 years old and on your first bike. God was in his early 30's, deeply tanned with his wetsuit on up to his waist, unzipped and dangling above it. He had a small goatee and was carrying a beat-up fishtail surfboard under his right arm. I rode up beside him and said, "I just want you to know that I want to be you when I grow up". I had surprised him but, as you might expect from God, he had a good reply; "Steady now ....", he said. Made sense to me and I had to turn right up Dawes to get to Loring -- Hope he caught a few good waves. J

What a Wonderful Country....

Headlines for the day ...... "12.7% of the US population living in poverty", and (apparently on the positive side), "the number of people in the US without health insurance remained steady at 45.8 million". If I do my calculations correctly 12.7% * 295,000,000 means that there are a little less than 37.5 million people living in poverty in the US. So..... I guess it makes sense that we have spent $194,000,000,000 on the butt-stupidest war in a futile attempt to quash the "global spread of violent extremism" whatever the hell that means. Shrub should be forced to live on $9,060 per year in a trailer in Crawford, send his daughters to Iraq and begin to pay attention to the suffering at home .... I have never been much of a participant in popular uprising but if anyone is putting a team together give me a call. Disgusted with the whole thing - Demos GIVE ME SOMEONE TO VOTE FOR !!! J

Reminded

Just lying on the deck and watched the most remarkable sunset. Reminds me how much beauty there is in such a short life .... Everett Ruess

Getting the Route Down

The picture is of late afternoon from Mount Soledad looking west. The light on the water was impressive and changing - I think I stood outside for 45 minutes watching the light/water dance. Unrelated I finally have my bicycle commute ride nailed. I zoom down the hill into La Jolla and then stay south along the beach later moving up parallel to the major Pacific Beach thoughroughfares Grand and Garnett. I do end up on Grand as I move to the east but avoid it most of the way. If I lose my life on a bike I'm banking that it will be on Grand. Anyway I got some good video of WindanSea beach yesterday afternoon so I will try to get that up on the blog in the next couple of days.

La Jolla Shores - Dolphins

Another video of the beach last weeked. What's kind of cool about this one is that in the beginning you can see acouple of dolphins playing in the surf. Look for their dorsal fins at the break. Also, there is some guy kayak fishing in the same frames.

A Day in the Connected Life Vortex

This is a first-ever look into the bowels of the Connected Life group at an unnamed company who shall remain anonymous unless you are color blind and have lived in a cave for the past 10 years. This is my extended family who I all miss. Even Josh ... but I wish he would shut up... and I never really got to know Russell .... and Jerald and Joe will now probably mix with the wrong people ... and Paul has body parts in his cube.

Beach at Torrey Pines Park

Last Sunday morning on the Coast Highway just before Del Mar

It's all About the Bike

This morning Lance Armstrong won his seventh Tour de France. Unrelated to the tour (as you can probably tell from earlier posts) I have been riding a road bike for about a dozen years on-and-off and currently have a wonderful Torelli Countach frame with Campagnolo components that I plow the roads around my home with. I'm relatively new to the San Diego area and am really enjoying discovering the rides. I ride early and today noticed a LOT of people on the road and finally realized it was because they probably woke to Lance's win. Anyway, I look forward to nxt weekend when it gets a little quieter again. And by the way -- still nothing like the circus I left in Palo Alto - many fewer and more normal riders down here! Enclosed pics show my bike and Torrey Pines Beach this morning about 6:15. J

Kudos to the Spin Doctors at the White House

Un frigging believable. It looks as if Carl Rove has committed a felony and he's got his shorts in a bunch right now. George deftly pulls John Roberts out of the hat, a man who seems not to be of the administration's ideological ilk - actually a reasonable man. The dissonance this has created completely overshadows Carl-in-the-corner. Don't worry, buddy - we Democrats my not have the penchant for making things up or the killer instincts you've shown over the years - but we have enough not to let this one get away. Have a wonderful weekend. J

FW: Paradise

-----Original Message----- From: James Dorst <jim.dorst@verdisoft.com> Sent: 7/19/05 6:13:44 AM To: jdorst_us@ailsoft.blogger.com Subject: Paradise

I am sitting in my kitchen literally in a cloud. We live on the top of Mt. Soledad in La Jolla. So quiet -- have always wanted to live in the mountains or beach -- am finally at the beach and it is delicious.

Need to start on the vision quest blog; Have only been thinking on it for 12 years now....

:-)

J

Ken or Saddam ???

Saddam has been a bad-guy longer than Ken Lay but I think someone ought to handicap who gets to go to the "Big House" first. Personally, I think George would get more votes out of locking up Kenny-boy especially because the big bang-for-the-buck with Saddam has already been had. I mean pulling him out of a hole like a rat -- that's pretty good when you want to demonize somebody. Saddam on the stand nobody in America so much cares about unless he does something goofy. Lay is differnt (Texas sp). George can spank his buddy and look like a reformed man! Maybe Kenny-boy can be in the same cell as Karl! They can cheat at poker with one another! This would be cool. J

Big Fun

When you get to a certain point in life it is sometimes hard to just have pure fun. Behold Lauren, William and Marian all having pure fun at Pacific Beach yesterday. It just doesn't get any better than a big-ass inflatable "slip-n-slide". J

Speaking of Propaganda

I was being a lazy-dog watching CNN the day after the multiple blasts in the London tube and suddenly stiffened up when a "news bulletin" peppered out of the TV. It went something like this; ".. an unidentified high-level CIA source indicates that the terrorists involved in the bombings in London may have connections to Abu Musab Al Zarqawi the infamous Al Qaeda leader in Iraq....". Excuse me, but the Brits (who seem to really have their act together in responding to all of this) had barely begun speculating that the bombs themselves were set by timing devices and were not suicide or cell-phone bombs. One day after the events how in the hell could anyone in the US intelligence community have ANY REAL IDEA that this terrorist attack was connected to Al Zarqawi? I am afraid that the answer is that they could not have any such information but such a "connection" would be valuable to the White House -- just a few days after George went on TV to fumble through a "decisive" speech trying to justify the stupidity of Iraq. If any government types read this (and I assume you might because blogs are probably scanned for these sorts of sentiments) I want to apologize. Normally I wouldn't think anything of it but when you make it so damned obvious it just sticks in my craw. Remember when we used to call Soviet leaders "ham-handed"? J

Supposed to be my Last Day and Podcasting

How's that for two disparate topics. Later this afternoon the boys are going to have pizza and cake for my last day at Yahoo. Turns out I will be working tomorrow as well and some into the future but as the last day of the month it is kind of a line of demarcation. I loaded the iTunes podcasting software on my Powerbook and iPod. iTunes doesn't support BitTorrent so some of the podcasts that look the most interesting I can't get but I am sure that will change soon because these are some of the most advertised podcasts. It's interesting when you look at the Top Ten podcasts, Al Franken is in there and his deal is Bit Torrent I think. So what I guess this means is there are a bunch of pissed off people trying to download Franken's shows, failing, but still driving his show into the top ten. What's wrong with this picture? J

Neighborhood Watering Holes Not a Good Idea

When I lived in Menlo Park I was riding my bike to work at Yahoo in Sunnyvale. Along the route on Old Middlefield road I saw a classic old bar near San Antonio road - called Fred's Bar. It is set back a bit from the street and has a classic neon sign, come-on-in-after work look to it and it made me think about taking up drinking again. There were people in there who would be interesting. Today in the newspaper, the following: "About 2:15 AM Friday, a patron of Fred's Bar on Old Middlefield Road was arrested on the 2500 block of Alvin Street after allegedly standing in the middle of the road with his pants down and scratching five vehicles with a knife." Reminding me that there is a damn good reason for both my abstinence and the lack of as many "colorful neighborhood bars" as there used to be. A

Friday and going home

Well, here I am finishing up another week. Detroit lost last night but it was a good series and things could be worse. I have been thinking about people's overall complacency regarding the war in Iraq (and the acceptance of this administration's completely implausible and sometimes outright false explanations for things) and what the real reasons for creating this hell in Baghdad are and I am afraid of the answer. I go back to the Vietnam war. I think at the time if one had taken a reasonably intelligent 12 year-old child, shown her a map of Southeast Asia and explained to her the "Domino Theory" of the spread of communism, she would have looked at you as if you were insane. The argument on its face just made no sense. Taking another equally intelligent 12 year-old today, show her a map of the world, explain to her how a country like Iraq possesses Weapons of Mass Destruction which can be used against the United States a half a world away and this is somehow a threat to us ??? (I am going to forget about trying to get her to buy off on the, "Terrorists from Saudi Arabia, by way of Afganistan, trained in Iraq, blew up a couple of buildings in New York" argument) ...... Anyway, I think you get the picture. Collectively, we Americans are stupid and easily led around by our noses. I will scream in anguish against the war if my son or daughter comes home in a "transport tube" (they don't call them "body bags" any longer) but am then forced to rationalize the loss by accepting the Bush Administration's specious argument because if I don't -- then I am guilty of sacrificing my child to my own unquestioning lack of critical thought. I don't think it's completely blood for oil -- later on this topic and apologies for being so bleak. I take comfort in Cheney's learned assessment that the insurgency in Iraq is in its, "last throes"...... A A

Off the Back Deck

Might be hard to tell but this is what I can look out on when I am at home....

Kinda Back

Well, I am soon to complete my stint at Yahoo and am leaving a front row seat for their mobile initiatives but for probably a good reason. That being to move to La Jolla where my family already is. I had tried to warm to the Yahoo360 blog product but, although in beta, it is nothing near as robust as the Google blogger so I am going to stay here I think. Today across from my cube I had a chance to talk to Russell Beattie (just search for him and you'll find his blog) who sits right across from me. I am sorry I leave next week because Russ is a real interesting guy and I could spend a lot of time talking with him about a lot of things which mostly would educate me. He is a very interesting guy. Today is the first aniversary of my friend Don Cochrane's death as well as my daughter's 10th birthday, so a lot of mixed thoughts run through my mind. A

From San Diego

Blogging from San Diego on the Easter weekend. Spongebob and Scooby on the tube and trying to get to the beach. Will return hopefully with some pictures to post. Still need to figure out how to do this on a Powerbook. Weather is cool - will report back on the beach situation later. August

Well things are Kind of Evening Out

It has been a long time because our little software company is now a small piece of a much larger company and being the operations guy - I took a big shot of the brunt of the thing, I still have a couple of weeks of insanity but then things should settle down and I will show up here again. Probably the newest thing is that I am now the proud owner of a 15" Powerbook - I have made the switch to Apple and my main thought has been - "Life is too short to live it inelegantly". This machine is amazing. Later - A

Too Long

I can't believe its been over a month - I will get on it but its late so I sleep .... A